WARNING !!! Emo Post!!! Read at ur own risk!! =X
Been 3 months since the beginning of 2011..
Yea.. That's when bad things occur at me when every1 was hoping for a better year ahead..
Just before CNY, in a basketball competition, I complete torn my ACL aka Anterior Cruciate Ligament (that's what my MRI scan says) and also a partial torn collateral ligament.. UNFortunately, it happened at a crucial moment when ADSAlympic going to be after CNY.. Totally speechless..
Being admitted into SP private hospital for 3 days and tell u what.. it was really a bad experience for me, where I've been thinking "when am I suppose to get out of here" every day and night.. [Thx a lot to those who spared time coming to visit me and those who sent "caring" msgs to me! =) ] Having my X-ray and my first time MRI scan to confirm my injuries too.. I can't believe that really happened to me for few weeks where I had been checking the film and Internet over and over again, to find at least there's still, by any chance, a small tiny little hope for me to recover or there might be a flaw in the film, but fact is just a fact.. =/ [Recon surgery was the last and only choice for me / no more aggressive sports for me..]
Now, my sport's lifestyle had to come to an end.. Though I can still manage to play badminton and table tennis but w/o full potential and at risk..
Well not long after being discharged, which is during CNY, I found out that one of the vein in my left hand, where the canalicular was being inserted, was painful and rigid.. At first I thought it was nothing until it spread to my forearm when I return back to my university.. I went to clinic for check-up and being diagnosed "thrombophlebitis" - inflammation of vein.. And there is complication I found in Internet where it can even .... and that shocked me.. @.@"
It's still there for nearly 4 weeks and even after I consumed all the medicines being prescribed, though I feel that the swelling is started to cease.. Hope that's not just my imagination..
Besides that, it's getting really hectic again after CNY with ADSAlympic, assignments going on and CA coming soon.. Especially a subject called Pharmacology which really makes me feel so dumb and brainless.. It's all about drugs, drugs and DRUGS!! Just by remembering their names can kill all my brain cells... Add-on with their action of mechanism had became a disaster to me..
Btw, it was really bad luck for my batch as lots of them also injured themselves badly during this 2 weeks of ADSAlympics.. Hope they'll get well soon..
Anyway, it can be concluded that I'm totally a very mess up person right now... And It SUCkS! X_X Till then, "Pray" for me..
- Like the moon, come out from behind the clouds! Shine... Meditate. Live purely. Be quiet. Do your work with mastery. -
Forever in memories.
