Good Day..

Hmm.. Guess what? Today it's my beloved Dad's birthday =) Haha.. Happy Birthday, Dad!! xD

Birthday is such an important day yea? Let's say.. it's a divine gift.. No birth, no you.. no you, no next generation.. xD.. Make sense right? Haha.. (Still i pity those who birth on 29 of February.. xD Birthday four year once.. don get advantage of them.. xD)

Well.. All i have to say is... thanks for everything, Dad!!(Did many [infinite] things for me and advise me lots ).. Will try my best to make my family as proud as i can.. Hah.. guess everyone did.. Fame and prosperity is important in our life i guess.. =)

Hmm.. boring days with repeating activities xD.. Driving exam will be coming soon.. Maybe will be next Monday.. Dam nervous and exciting.. My most major and fatal mistake that i always did was forget to wear SEABELT!!! Lol.. no matter how gd u drive no wear seatbelt = Byebye!! Lol.. hope i won't forget to do it during tat day.. i guess my brain are getting rusty.. xD (where's my sandpaper Lol..)

Offer letter will be arriving during July first week and the person-in-charge informed me that my application form had arrived AIMST and was in processing.. Hope i can get into my degree.. Btw, gd luck my friends!! May god bless ya all!!

Quotes for today :
Memory is a way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are, the things you never want to lose.

Hmm..

Finally.. I've received my foundation result past few days .. quite shocking.. =( term 3 result was like OMG.. But overall, ok oni xD but i'm relieved that i got qualified for my degree.. phew..
Have been settling all the documents to be sent back and finally Wala.. DONE.. All the documents have been sent in an envelope and bet tomorrow they'll be receiving it xD.. Now will be waiting for the offer letter..
Those who get gd result ConGRATZ!! Those who dont... Don Give UP!!

Quotes for today :

Life brings tears, smiles and memories. The tears dry, the smile fades but the memories live on forever.

After foundation..

Finally, it has all come to the end of my foundation life.. Thanks to all my friends especially the "Clique" members and also June batch friends who make this foundation year full of colourful moments..

Mostly thanks to my 13 "Clique" members, we have so much fun and lovely moments in the past.. Haha.. nice.. not to forget my other friends =) Hope those memories won’t be fading as time passes..

June Batch 08/09

Bsides that, I also learnt tons of things and facts about uni’s life and friends during my foundation.. So complicated and complex I would say.. xD So many things which I felt regretted to do.. ~.~ Well, I’ll take those as lessons and a trial for me to move on to next “chapter” of my life and also to always remind myself so that the loss that happened in the past won’t be repeated again..

Move On..

Had been back home for around one months.. Lol.. No inspiration and motivation for me to start a new topic for my blog till now xD.. Sorie.. xD

Hmm..

Events that happened in the end of May and start of June in my hometown..

1) Sitting in front of my computer and laptop everyday…

2) Practice driving car (Haha.. exam coming soon.. but I have faith in myself =P)

3) Doing housework? (Being a “maid” after came back xD)

4) Hmm.. take care of my dog?

5) Ermm.. reading lo.. My Darren Shan series and also Reader Digest..

Reader Digest and Wolf Island - About Werewolf (Ongoing..)

6) Play ping pong and also some exercise lo..

That’s all la I think.. xD (Boring right?)

Well.. few days ago went down to Miri for a few days to meet my cousin.. So fun xD (as always)..

Beach in Miri (Xplanet.. Lol.. My dog under the tree xD)

UK Funfair xD

"Few years before and currently" picture xD

Cousin going to come down to my place soon.. looking forward to it.. and also exam result is going to be receive soon.. Good Luck Everyone.. ^^Y

Quotes For Today :
Each morning when I open my eyes I say to myself: I, not events, have the power to make me happy or unhappy today. I can choose which it shall be. Yesterday is dead, tomorrow hasn't arrived yet. I have just one day, today, and I'm going to be happy in it.

Final Day B4 Exam

Currently blogging in (S)tudy (A)rea since there's no internet available in the hostel.. (Haiz.. been 1-2 weeks) Study week was such a mess.. So many happened lately.. So messy.. So uneasy.. So guilty..(i'm really sry wat i've done to my 2 close frens .. Really sry..) So sad.. So stress (still ok la actually).. =X It's quite hard to focus and study but somehow i still can manage a little.. (This'll be my last post in this 2 weeks i think..)

Ytd night was really a ShocK.. F3F bedroom 3 became a bunch of crazy people Lol.. we like laugh non-stop REPEATEDLY like 1-2 hours? It's been so long that we don "have" it.. Btw.. it was so fun.. what do u expect from people like Richard, Sing, Jabez (if u really know these 3 people.. My god.. u WILL know xD) and of coz ME( Well.. i make cold jokes though.. Sometimes they can laugh like hell coz the way i responded to them 2 - dam blur.. i would response like.. Wat the hell happened!?!N they'll keep laughing=.=" don believe u can ask them xD)

Actually i'm really happy to have them as my roommates.. I felt so dam lucky xD.. Not a single of regret..(though sometimes we would have cold wars but 1-2 days after or even on that day it'll be settled n we'll back to normal) They really a bunch of nice people.. Thx for eveything though =) The "event" really had exhausted most of our energy and even after i've drank 2 tin of coffee that night i still can sleep soundly and wake up early in the morning.. Phew.. (Ytd night was a terrible night.. so cold n... o.O")

Just one day to go.. and it'll be exam.. currently felt not able to revise all the subjects ON time.. but i'll try to boost myself to finish it - Trans-AM!! ( u'll know if u watch Gundam xD) K.. till then.. gd luck to all my frens.. All da Best in exams..

P.S : Study SMART not study HARD!! =]

Final Countdown..

Just ONE MORE WEEK to go!!!.. It's Final Exam!! xD
Oh my Capital G!! Extremely stressful, nervous, shaking and sweating!!
Time passed so fast like speed of light.. It's finally coming to an end...
All the hardworks and efforts are all for this...

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!!Do your BEST!!! (Obviously xD)
I'll pray for all of you (for the strength to face the exam, for the will to do all the questions and for the health for not falling sick during exam)!! Gam Ba Teh.. =D

Dunno what title to put xD

Adrift in a sea of sadness,
lost in my thoughts,
Jokes can be taken so harsh,
when meant to be taken lightly.

A slip of the tongue is all it takes,
and suddenly you're alone,
boxed in a world of fears,
a world of tears.

Cruelty is its game,
life its name,
ever changing, rapidly sweeping you along,
like a roller coaster you can't stop,
and as you spin wildly spin,
out of control,
scenes from earlier on this ride of life,
flash through your mind.

The walls are closing in,
The room begins to spin,
you fall to your knees and,
beg for it to stop.

SORRY

I say this word no doubt,
A hundred times a day,
Over silly little things I have no need for,
And times when there is no need to say.

There are times however,
When the word is not there,
Where it should be said but isn’t,
Making me look like I don’t care.

For all those things I say,
For how I can sometimes be,
I am very deeply sorry.

**
Dedicated to everyone :

Every of you,
Everyone that I've met.

No matter what had happened between us,
No matter how far the distance we are,
No matter how close we are,
No matter how much you're worth to me.

You've made every pieces in me,
A mark in the heart,
Footprints in my memories,
That'll never ever disappear.

Good or bad,
It doesn't matter,
Since Noone is perfect.

Therefore,
I sincerely thanks you all,
For completing me up,
Thank vou very much.. =D

From X7-XuE
**

Random Post..

The flashbacks keep coming (Yea.. so many recently..)
Like a train that never stops running (Hope so..)
Some things have to be forgotten (How?)
And others just remain regrettable (Dam true..)
Time cannot be rewinded, so there is no reason to cry (Haiz...)
What already happened can never be brought back (True..)
It seems as if life runs its own track (Yea.. like everything doesn't goes accordingly to UR plan)
Cheeks are eroded by tears,
Confidence keeps fighting to conquer all fears (Trying very hard to do it now..)
The clocks keep ticking and the calendar pages keep flipping (Time past so fast.. )
Isn't there a pause button anywhere to be found? ( WHERE IS IT??!!??)
Thoughts of pain keep flooding our brains (Pain pain pain.. T.T)
Happiness is now a part of the past (Past.. so memoriable)
The good times became a person we have learned to disengage
Unwelcome feelings uncontrollably invade our hearts (Unexpectable...)
Sometimes those memorable events we regret were just chances waiting to be taken
And the other moments we regret, we're just too stubborn to forget
But why can't the happy moments be the ones that stay with us forever?
Why do happy moments become strangers we no longer recognize?
Why can't we keep the stories behind the wrinkles we get from the smiles we let?
These memories keep coming down to nothing but apathy
And it's all because life just runs its own track.

Turn Your Back
Stuck in a world you thought you once knew
Now everyone's turning their backs on you
Once quiet girls, like puppies on rugs
Have turned their backs and started doing drugs
The boy next door that you liked for years
Has turned his back and started drinking beers
All of these changes are going around
And you kick and scream but they don't hear a sound
What happened to the innocence so easy to find?
You wonder if you're the only one who still has their mind
They try to pull you in and you know you might fall
But nobody knows there's a solution to it all
Right over this wall you can have your life back
Of friends, and laughter, be back with your pack
There's no need to worry, no need to fear
All of the innocence you know is still here
There are just a few obstacles you know you must climb
Persuading and begging to get back your mind
You cannot give up the prize is far too great
Just hope your obstacles don't make you too late
Do all you can to help your chains break
This is all real, nothing is fake
You're stuck in a world you thought you once knew
Turn your back on your world they've turned theirs on you