Final Day B4 Exam

Currently blogging in (S)tudy (A)rea since there's no internet available in the hostel.. (Haiz.. been 1-2 weeks) Study week was such a mess.. So many happened lately.. So messy.. So uneasy.. So guilty..(i'm really sry wat i've done to my 2 close frens .. Really sry..) So sad.. So stress (still ok la actually).. =X It's quite hard to focus and study but somehow i still can manage a little.. (This'll be my last post in this 2 weeks i think..)

Ytd night was really a ShocK.. F3F bedroom 3 became a bunch of crazy people Lol.. we like laugh non-stop REPEATEDLY like 1-2 hours? It's been so long that we don "have" it.. Btw.. it was so fun.. what do u expect from people like Richard, Sing, Jabez (if u really know these 3 people.. My god.. u WILL know xD) and of coz ME( Well.. i make cold jokes though.. Sometimes they can laugh like hell coz the way i responded to them 2 - dam blur.. i would response like.. Wat the hell happened!?!N they'll keep laughing=.=" don believe u can ask them xD)

Actually i'm really happy to have them as my roommates.. I felt so dam lucky xD.. Not a single of regret..(though sometimes we would have cold wars but 1-2 days after or even on that day it'll be settled n we'll back to normal) They really a bunch of nice people.. Thx for eveything though =) The "event" really had exhausted most of our energy and even after i've drank 2 tin of coffee that night i still can sleep soundly and wake up early in the morning.. Phew.. (Ytd night was a terrible night.. so cold n... o.O")

Just one day to go.. and it'll be exam.. currently felt not able to revise all the subjects ON time.. but i'll try to boost myself to finish it - Trans-AM!! ( u'll know if u watch Gundam xD) K.. till then.. gd luck to all my frens.. All da Best in exams..

P.S : Study SMART not study HARD!! =]

Final Countdown..

Just ONE MORE WEEK to go!!!.. It's Final Exam!! xD
Oh my Capital G!! Extremely stressful, nervous, shaking and sweating!!
Time passed so fast like speed of light.. It's finally coming to an end...
All the hardworks and efforts are all for this...

GOOD LUCK EVERYONE!!!Do your BEST!!! (Obviously xD)
I'll pray for all of you (for the strength to face the exam, for the will to do all the questions and for the health for not falling sick during exam)!! Gam Ba Teh.. =D

Dunno what title to put xD

Adrift in a sea of sadness,
lost in my thoughts,
Jokes can be taken so harsh,
when meant to be taken lightly.

A slip of the tongue is all it takes,
and suddenly you're alone,
boxed in a world of fears,
a world of tears.

Cruelty is its game,
life its name,
ever changing, rapidly sweeping you along,
like a roller coaster you can't stop,
and as you spin wildly spin,
out of control,
scenes from earlier on this ride of life,
flash through your mind.

The walls are closing in,
The room begins to spin,
you fall to your knees and,
beg for it to stop.

SORRY

I say this word no doubt,
A hundred times a day,
Over silly little things I have no need for,
And times when there is no need to say.

There are times however,
When the word is not there,
Where it should be said but isn’t,
Making me look like I don’t care.

For all those things I say,
For how I can sometimes be,
I am very deeply sorry.

**
Dedicated to everyone :

Every of you,
Everyone that I've met.

No matter what had happened between us,
No matter how far the distance we are,
No matter how close we are,
No matter how much you're worth to me.

You've made every pieces in me,
A mark in the heart,
Footprints in my memories,
That'll never ever disappear.

Good or bad,
It doesn't matter,
Since Noone is perfect.

Therefore,
I sincerely thanks you all,
For completing me up,
Thank vou very much.. =D

From X7-XuE
**

Random Post..

The flashbacks keep coming (Yea.. so many recently..)
Like a train that never stops running (Hope so..)
Some things have to be forgotten (How?)
And others just remain regrettable (Dam true..)
Time cannot be rewinded, so there is no reason to cry (Haiz...)
What already happened can never be brought back (True..)
It seems as if life runs its own track (Yea.. like everything doesn't goes accordingly to UR plan)
Cheeks are eroded by tears,
Confidence keeps fighting to conquer all fears (Trying very hard to do it now..)
The clocks keep ticking and the calendar pages keep flipping (Time past so fast.. )
Isn't there a pause button anywhere to be found? ( WHERE IS IT??!!??)
Thoughts of pain keep flooding our brains (Pain pain pain.. T.T)
Happiness is now a part of the past (Past.. so memoriable)
The good times became a person we have learned to disengage
Unwelcome feelings uncontrollably invade our hearts (Unexpectable...)
Sometimes those memorable events we regret were just chances waiting to be taken
And the other moments we regret, we're just too stubborn to forget
But why can't the happy moments be the ones that stay with us forever?
Why do happy moments become strangers we no longer recognize?
Why can't we keep the stories behind the wrinkles we get from the smiles we let?
These memories keep coming down to nothing but apathy
And it's all because life just runs its own track.

Turn Your Back
Stuck in a world you thought you once knew
Now everyone's turning their backs on you
Once quiet girls, like puppies on rugs
Have turned their backs and started doing drugs
The boy next door that you liked for years
Has turned his back and started drinking beers
All of these changes are going around
And you kick and scream but they don't hear a sound
What happened to the innocence so easy to find?
You wonder if you're the only one who still has their mind
They try to pull you in and you know you might fall
But nobody knows there's a solution to it all
Right over this wall you can have your life back
Of friends, and laughter, be back with your pack
There's no need to worry, no need to fear
All of the innocence you know is still here
There are just a few obstacles you know you must climb
Persuading and begging to get back your mind
You cannot give up the prize is far too great
Just hope your obstacles don't make you too late
Do all you can to help your chains break
This is all real, nothing is fake
You're stuck in a world you thought you once knew
Turn your back on your world they've turned theirs on you

Lesson In Life

Wow.. it's been 1week++ not blogging again xD.. Sry pretty bz.. Final exam's going to be in a month.. Very sad.. Btw.. i'm just going to write something that i found out in website about Lesson in Life :

1) I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
2) I've learned that there are people who love you dearly, but just don't know how to show it.
3) I've learned that no matter how bad your heart is broken the world doesn't stop for your
grief.
4) I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you.
5) I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and
there had better be something else to take its place.
6) I've learned that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me
the right to be cruel.
7) I've learned that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are
responsible for who we become.
8) I've learned that two people can look at the same thing and see something totally different.
9) I've learned that even when you think you have no more to give, when a friend cries out to you, you will find the strength to help.

FuN

Have been nearly one week not login to my blog.. Sry xD.. been busy preparing for exams... just about one more month to go... Haiz.. Btw.. Today me, ric, arthur n chris went to Penang Island - Pulau Tikus.. Well.. this is not expected because suddenly ric's mum have told him to went there to register for IELPS exam (a type of English for overseas uni requirement).. so since there's nthg to do.. we decided to go 2gether with him + accompany him..

After that.. we went to hawker stall (intro by taxi uncle).. Famous of Kuay Tiao Goreng.. Damm.. expensive le.. Rm6.50 per medium plate.. The taste is still ok la.. not bad..
Around 5pm++, we decided to go to Tesco in SP (actually it was my decision as my food supply is insufficient).. After 1 hour++, we arrived Tesco.. Bought many things Lol.. Exceeded Rm90+ 2gether (for boys o...)

Then, we went to the shopping mall complex opposite of Tesco - Village Mall.. Walk around in the it.. until the top floor.. we stand in front of.... K-BOX!!! Lol.. Then Ric suggested that we all should have try.. And so.. we went inside and asked whether there is any chinese songs available since we only saw people singing malay songs xD.. But then.. our big boss - Arthur didn't intend to follow as he keep repeating that " I cannot sing la.. Don wan la.. No.. I cannot sing... Don plz.."..

After a few debating, he finally agreed and then we went in.. but then.. no room available (Oh S***T - Arthur was so happy =.=").. i try asked again but luckily one room was just nearly finished.. Haha.. too bad Arthur we were fated to sing xD.. And so we went in.. Hmm.. the room is not bad.. then we sat down and chose the songs we wanted.. Below is the song we chose in order :
1) 稻香by Jay Chou - By Me and Ric
2) 少年by Guang Liang - By Me and Ric
3) Unbreakable by Westlife - By Me and Arthur
4) 安靜 by Jay Chou - By Ric and Chris
5) 半島鐵盒 by Jay Chou - By Me and Chris
6) Oh Mandy by Westlife - By Arthur and Ric
7) Shape of My Heart by Westlife - By Me and Arthur
8) 醉赤壁 by JJ - By Ric and Chris
9) 擦肩而過 by Sam - By Me and Chris
10) Everybody by Backstreet Boys - By four of us xD - MOST HIGH PART!!
11) In The End by Linkin Park - By four of us also - Dam hard to sing.. Dying also coz our
voiceboxes are at extreme level..

That's the song list we've sung.. 1st time and didn't know that it's so fun.. haha.. Finally, all tired and went back to uni..

Hello

HELLO... Such a gd explaination.. Like it so much xD... We should always say HELLO to someone.. =D